abstract |
Good policy begins with meaningful research. This research aims to create a
model for womanist leadership which interrogates the experience of fear as a
motivational tool. What does it look like for deeply convicted, unapologetic, women to
eradicate the blurred lines between who we are and what we do? How do we
acknowledge, but not cower to, the fear inducing intricacies of being both women and
leaders in a male dominated field? How do women in leadership move past the crippling
nature of fear to understand it as a part of our human existence? This study reveals how
acknowledging fear and confronting perceived social limits transforms fear into a
constructive tool for molding a triumphant life of confident productivity. Thus, female
Christian leadership is an A.C.T. (acknowledging, confronting, and triumphing) over fear.
Though the outcome of this study benefits all women in leadership, it focuses on
the testaments of female leaders who also happen to be African American and Latina. The
peculiarity of our existence as leaders offers an extreme capable of informing the general.
For instance, consider the descriptor "assertive." Generally, leadership requires
assertiveness; however, when this quality is exhibited by women it is often labeled
"domineering," or "overzealous." This is a common experience for African American
women. Our assertiveness is not just domineering and overzealous, it is labeled "angry"
and "aggressive." These labels do not consider our life experiences which often led us
into historical, ethnical and societal exile. The testaments of the African American and
Latina women in leadership interviewed for this study demonstrate how our challenges,
weaving a thread of resilience through each experience and reshaping our attitude
concerning fear, uniquely prepare African-American and Latina women to handle the
demands of responsibility and accountability while assertively leading others.
Further, each interviewee's ability to share their intimate stories without
resentment/anger/bitterness establishes a deeper awareness of what it means to lead as
women in a male-dominated society. The inherent force within these African American
and Latina women fuels their purposeful navigation through fear and opposition toward
selflessness. In the words of the late Rev. Dr. Katie Geneva Cannon, "What does one do
when told that our refusal to split, to dichotomize from God's presence in the daily fabric
of our communal lives makes us a liability to civilization?" The women interviewed for
this study answer by defiantly embracing their vocation to lead and confidently refusing
to be silent when their voices need to be heard.
These women, chosen by God to lead, represent womanism at its finest. Because
of their faith in divine providence, they are determined to destroy the wall of androcentric
dominance, brick by brick. Circumstances no longer define them. Instead resiliency
inflames each woman, while passion and academic prowess qualifies their call to lead.
Bolstered by the testimonies of these incredible women, I was led to develop the
A.C.T. of Fear Project. This project is designed to provide safe spaces for women in
leadership to explore the themes of exile, assertiveness, vocational confidence and
womanism. There are several ways in which it will accomplish this goal. First, by utilizing
the stories made available through this research as case studies for small groups of women
in leadership to discuss and glean. Secondly, the small groups will become an impetus
through which additional stories of resilience are acquired — ensuring this research remains
on-going. The additional stories will be compiled in an A.C.T. of Fear Devotional Journal
enabling the world-wide multiplication of safe spaces for women in leadership to discuss
their shared experiences and for future leaders to glean from their shared wisdom. The
long-term expectation is the eventual assembly of women from around the world for the
A.C.T. of Fear Conference during which the women who started it all will have the
opportunity to directly impart their theories and stories of womanist leadership.
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