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author Emma-Li Downer
title 'Who's Sexy to Me?': Exploring Asexuality and Recovering Asexual Meanings
abstract This thesis aims to discuss asexuality, an undervalued concept that has the potential to complicate current conceptions of sexuality, identity, desire, and intimacy. Asexuality is defined by the Asexual Visibility and Education Network (AVEN) as referring to an individual who is not sexually attracted to others. Influenced by AVEN, contemporary texts like Julia Sondra Decker's The Invisible Orientation and Alice Oseman's Loveless engage in important work of making asexuality more visible to the public and educating their readers about asexuality. However, their efforts also perpetuate an essentialist conception of sexuality that presents asexuality as an innate, natural essence or core. While essentialism can help advocate for asexuality, it portrays sexuality in a simplistic and potentially harmful light. Instead, this thesis argues that sexuality should be viewed as socio-historical construction, as Michel Foucault defends, where sexuality is part of and shaped by discourse. This conception of sexuality leads to a more nuanced understanding of asexuality and to acknowledging the existence of compulsory sexuality—or the assumption that everyone is and must be sexual. Resisting compulsory sexuality, which underlies compulsory heterosexuality, results in recovering asexual possibilities, traces, and meanings that have been erased, ignored, or forgotten. One way to achieve this is through a reparative, asexual reading practice and by identifying asexual resonances. Nick Adler does this in presenting an asexual analysis of Henry James's "Beast in the Jungle," which Eve Kosofsky Sedgwick reads through a homosexual lens but erases the possibility for asexuality. Importantly, Adler presents his analysis as an alternative that can co-exist with, and not necessarily replace, the reading provided in Sedgwick's "Beast in the Closet." To demonstrate the ways that an asexual reading practice can uncover alternative identities and meanings, this thesis analyzes three films and their leading female characters through a reparative lens. Specifically, Cynthia Darrington from Christopher Strong (1933), Sylvie Foster from Housekeeping (1987), and Polly Vandersma from I've Heard the Mermaids Singing (1987) can be seen as exemplifying how characters can resist compulsory sexuality and lead meaningful lives that are not defined by or centered around sex. These female characters are not lacking in anything as they relate to others and find fulfillment in non-sexual ways. Asexuality has the potential to question assumptions like compulsory sexuality, complicate current notions of sexuality and identity, and act as a new lens through which literary works, films, and other media can be analyzed to recover asexual possibilities and meanings.
school The College of Liberal Arts, Drew University
degree B.A. (2023)
advisor Dr. Sandra Jamieson
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